What is God Doing?

I really wish I knew the answer to that question!! I feel as though God is bringing me to the doorstep of some possible BIG events in my life, but hasn't yet given me the OK to go through the door. A great friend has been reminding me lately "God's Timing Carrie... God's Timing!!". To be truthful, I am getting really tired of waiting and just want to know what is coming next!! I feel as though I have been waiting for years with no clear answers or direction. It often makes me wonder, is God not giving me an answer, is God giving me an answer that I don't like and therefore I refuse to acknowledge it, is He giving me the silent treatment, am I so busy talking and complaining that He can't get a word in to give me an answer?????

Tonight the loneliness factor is hitting me big time!! On my way home from small group tonight, I realized that I was the only one going home ALONE!! Everyone else was going home with a FAMILY! Husbands, wives, children... so beautiful and wonderful. WHY CAN'T I BE IN THAT PLACE????? I am beyond being done with the single life. I absolutely hate everything about it!!!

Build-a-Bear

My sister Amanda called the other day and invited me to join her and Micah at Build-a-Bear. It was lots of fun. We made a Micah Monkey:) Micah had the most fun choosing a sound to go in his monkey (he really just liked pushing all the buttons:)) Lots of fun was had by all!!

Here is Micah choosing the perfect monkey and sound:)

Micah Monkey needed a squeeze test to make sure that he was just perfect. Then it was off to get a bath!!

A beginning

A new beginning... Have you ever felt as though you are just floating through life, doing all of what you are "supposed to do" and yet not truly living it? Well... that is where I feel that I am, and have decided that it is time that I do something about it!! I am tired of just blindly walking through life, and doing things simply for the sake of doing them. I want to learn my mistakes, laugh at the little things, and enjoy each day, each moment that I am being given. I need to be re-shaped, re-molded into something new and different.