What is God Doing?

I really wish I knew the answer to that question!! I feel as though God is bringing me to the doorstep of some possible BIG events in my life, but hasn't yet given me the OK to go through the door. A great friend has been reminding me lately "God's Timing Carrie... God's Timing!!". To be truthful, I am getting really tired of waiting and just want to know what is coming next!! I feel as though I have been waiting for years with no clear answers or direction. It often makes me wonder, is God not giving me an answer, is God giving me an answer that I don't like and therefore I refuse to acknowledge it, is He giving me the silent treatment, am I so busy talking and complaining that He can't get a word in to give me an answer?????

Tonight the loneliness factor is hitting me big time!! On my way home from small group tonight, I realized that I was the only one going home ALONE!! Everyone else was going home with a FAMILY! Husbands, wives, children... so beautiful and wonderful. WHY CAN'T I BE IN THAT PLACE????? I am beyond being done with the single life. I absolutely hate everything about it!!!